I will not quit!

I am very happy at this moment in time! I previously interned for a spectacular women in costumes with a fantastic musical organization. It was one of the best experiences I have ever had, and I think I might be interested in a future in fashion design. One of my relatives, when she found out about my internship, was not surprised at all. She thinks that I am a fashionista and told me about me as a young girl. Apparently I would not leave the house with out making an entire out fit. She told me that I would put a scarf or other accessory that didn't match. Then, when I put it all together it went very well and look fantastic. That is the new news I have and here is the actual up-date!
I have been searching about requirements and contracts that have to deal with starting a nonprofit. I haven't found a lot of useful information, but I will not quit. I will never quit! My mom has many friends that are very involved in nonprofits and I will continue to talk to them. My goal is to have it started by summer. So I have all of Spring, which has to be enough. I feel as though, when Hart's Heart is officially started, that I will be able to relax more. Well, for a little bit, then I will be working really hard to keep up with everything. Another update: I think I am done with wanting to become a chef. I will always love being in the kitchen, but I don't know. The lucky part is, I have a while until I need to know for sure. All I know for now, is that I will do anything to change the world and I will not quit until I achieve my life of dreams.

Stressed and overwhelmed...

Over the past couple of months many things that have changed me forever have occurred. One is the fact that I finally was tested for ADHD and found out that I do indeed have attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. Many good things came from taking my medicine, but also some very bad things have happened. As it should be good new first: my grades are spectacular, I focus on anything and everything, and I just feel better as a person. The bad news is that it, for some reason, has caused me to stress over small things. I already go completely overwhelmed at times, as everyone does, but it just got kind of worse. In my opinion, the good out weighs the bad. And with some time, I think there will be no more bad. Which is good, because I don't think I would be able to achieve my life of dreams with out my new meds.